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August 13, 2009

it’s the hope that keeps us holding on.

why is it that every time i feel a little lonely, i come running back to you. i just get my hopes up for someone who could care less about me. then, it all turns into dissapointment. you made me think about doing things i would never do. the crazy part? i actually considered it. i was willing to risk my values all for someone who just wants another easy girl.

guess what? i’m not easy. i am a strong minded woman with a future so bright, i can’t even see it.

this one’s for the girls who have faith that there is a man out there who is just right for us. he cares about us, and respects us. he loves us more than we could ever imagine.

because every woman deserves a man like that.

not a stupid little boy.

i stood at the phone, he still hasn’t called, and then you feel so low you can’t feel nothing at all.
taylor swift

August 12, 2009

…love, am I a fool to believe in you?

I’m here again. So familiar this place, that I don’t even reach the shearing engulfing rage I felt the first time. I wont ever feel that way again, wont ever cry the pain of losing my punchdrunklove vision of my ”perfect for me man”  I watched him trying to hide his true self, trying to weave half truths, soothe and beguile me with his beautiful tears, his regret, his sorrow,  his promise to change, his vow to make us work, his vow to never speak to her again.

But i’m here again.

August 10, 2009

Bones

  • Him: So, do you still see Charlie?
  • Her: Yeah
  • Him: and is she still...You know big?
  • Her: You know, I don't think she's big, I just think she's like you know, big boned.
  • Him: What? You mean like big dinosaur bones big?
  • Some people are just so wrong!

August 7, 2009

August 3, 2009

Boys and Girls

Why is he talking to me about motor racing? Doesn’t he know I have a uterus?

August 2, 2009

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

Kate Nash Nicest Thing.

Her lyrics make my soul sigh - I’ve lived that kind of longing.

August 1, 2009

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won’t feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Nelson Mandela
Most conversations are simply monologues delivered in the presence of witnesses.
Margaret Millar

Days like these?

I wake up angry, he has this pattern of behaviour that makes me want to slap him into adulthood. Ive included him in my plans for today, he repays me by staying up till 4am and sleeping in late till the afternoon.

I say goodbye to my early start, and watch him sleeping, my anger seeping out with every breath. He does this a lot. He does this everytime. He does this to us.

Days like these I want to fuck him up.

What’s ur partners most annoying habbit/trait/ocd condition?