August 13, 2009
it’s the hope that keeps us holding on.
why is it that every time i feel a little lonely, i come running back to you. i just get my hopes up for someone who could care less about me. then, it all turns into dissapointment. you made me think about doing things i would never do. the crazy part? i actually considered it. i was willing to risk my values all for someone who just wants another easy girl.
guess what? i’m not easy. i am a strong minded woman with a future so bright, i can’t even see it.
this one’s for the girls who have faith that there is a man out there who is just right for us. he cares about us, and respects us. he loves us more than we could ever imagine.
because every woman deserves a man like that.
not a stupid little boy.
August 12, 2009
…love, am I a fool to believe in you?
I’m here again. So familiar this place, that I don’t even reach the shearing engulfing rage I felt the first time. I wont ever feel that way again, wont ever cry the pain of losing my punchdrunklove vision of my ”perfect for me man” I watched him trying to hide his true self, trying to weave half truths, soothe and beguile me with his beautiful tears, his regret, his sorrow, his promise to change, his vow to make us work, his vow to never speak to her again.
But i’m here again.
August 10, 2009
Bones
- Him: So, do you still see Charlie?
- Her: Yeah
- Him: and is she still...You know big?
- Her: You know, I don't think she's big, I just think she's like you know, big boned.
- Him: What? You mean like big dinosaur bones big?
- Some people are just so wrong!
August 7, 2009
August 3, 2009
Boys and Girls
Why is he talking to me about motor racing? Doesn’t he know I have a uterus?
August 2, 2009
Kate Nash Nicest Thing.
Her lyrics make my soul sigh - I’ve lived that kind of longing.
August 1, 2009
Days like these?
I wake up angry, he has this pattern of behaviour that makes me want to slap him into adulthood. Ive included him in my plans for today, he repays me by staying up till 4am and sleeping in late till the afternoon.
I say goodbye to my early start, and watch him sleeping, my anger seeping out with every breath. He does this a lot. He does this everytime. He does this to us.
Days like these I want to fuck him up.
What’s ur partners most annoying habbit/trait/ocd condition?