WHO | old friends, new friends, strangers. WHAT | an open, fun secret (but open and public) society where what we have in common is the desire to share. WHY| because you get by with a little help from your friends. JOIN | email: sap@lifelovepursuit.com. be female + have a tumblr and you’re in.Tumblr (3.0; @tumblinas)http://tumblinas.com/<img src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kyim9l6fGy1qz8hdwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>shhhhh!</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/415869411http://tumblinas.com/post/415869411Sat, 27 Feb 2010 14:32:09 -0500<p>I don’t miss him.  The ‘him’  never really existed.  So, no I don’t miss ‘him’.</p> <p>He ruined it.</p> <p>I’m happy we’re friends.  I don’t see how it could ever be more, with the ending we had.</p> <p>He just doesn’t look the same to me.</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/349927392http://tumblinas.com/post/349927392Sat, 23 Jan 2010 21:20:20 -0500“I shut my eyes in order to see.”<br/><br/> - <em>Paul Gauquin</em>http://tumblinas.com/post/315077051http://tumblinas.com/post/315077051Sun, 03 Jan 2010 15:29:48 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ktkekt3q1F1qz8hdwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Dalai Lama says:</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/254342959http://tumblinas.com/post/254342959Mon, 23 Nov 2009 08:53:16 -0500<img src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kr7mnatzrX1qz8hdwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Chance You Will Return To That Dream You Were Just Having « GraphJam:</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/207741473http://tumblinas.com/post/207741473Thu, 08 Oct 2009 15:11:34 -0400<p>If it’s ever <i>right, </i>there won’t be any guess work.  You’ll just know.  I hope.  Sometimes,  I’m terrified of being one of those people that talk themselves out of what could have been a defining moment..</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/205684837http://tumblinas.com/post/205684837Tue, 06 Oct 2009 02:03:25 -0400<p>Three months ago, I never thought I’d run into you.  And then we are talking on the phone and replaying the last time we saw each other.  And then a few days go by and not a word.</p> <p>I’d just given us the code blue.  I thought, ‘well hell! Just how long am I going to fuck around in what-if?</p> <p>And then you called.  Your phone was broken, like no display and wouldn’t even charge.  You let it get disconnected and just got a new phone. You called to let me know.  You missed me. When are you going to see me again? I need to come back to your side of the world?  Why didn’t I call?</p> <p>I did….. once or twice. I think I may have left a message.</p> <p>Why didn’t I try to call again?</p> <p>(Well, it wasn’t because I deleted your phone number, so I wouldn’t call you again because I thought you were ignoring me/forgotten about me.)</p> <p>Definitely wasn’t that.</p> <p>Let’s not dwell on the past, k?</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/190794812http://tumblinas.com/post/190794812Fri, 18 Sep 2009 02:11:44 -0400<p>i have figured out why my love life is so screwed up.</p> <p>i haven’t been forwarding those stupid chain texts.</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/188173619http://tumblinas.com/post/188173619Mon, 14 Sep 2009 22:07:20 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kpq5lxugnA1qz8hdwo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/595321">FFFFOUND! | i can read - (via littlemiss → tupac shakur) on we heart it / visual bookmark #595321</a></p>http://tumblinas.com/post/183969056http://tumblinas.com/post/183969056Wed, 09 Sep 2009 18:10:45 -0400<img src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kpmjpvxjRx1qz8hdwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, <br/> listens but doesn’t believe, <br/> and leaves before she is left.</p> <p>Marilyn Monroe</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/182345842http://tumblinas.com/post/182345842Mon, 07 Sep 2009 19:25:06 -0400<img src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kpk49and4K1qz8hdwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/686452">jade emel rush on we heart it / visual bookmark #686452</a></p> <p>So true, it’s maddening.</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/181224052http://tumblinas.com/post/181224052Sun, 06 Sep 2009 11:55:58 -0400<img src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kpk3y85vKY1qz8hdwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/254424">L O L I T A - Lolitas modeblogg - on we heart it / visual bookmark #254424</a></p>http://tumblinas.com/post/181220555http://tumblinas.com/post/181220555Sun, 06 Sep 2009 11:49:20 -0400<p>He has been away, a stag do with the guy’s. I feigned indifference to him not being here, but secretly I was happy and looked forward to the comfortable space his absence would create. I’m  tired of running between maybe and never.</p> <p>But the distance has not  kept me out of  his grasp. He sends texts that are sweet and funny complete with declarations of love and signature kisses. My lost heart remembers that feeling of home, and I can’t help it, my soul sighs and embraces the sensation, I miss him, the him I fell in love, my hearts desire, he left everyone else as blurry blank imitations of my-perfect-for-me-guy. Grief punches me hard and confuses me. He calls when I don’t return his texts, his voice a sirens song, I cut the conversation short, hang up and begin to cry.</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/181121325http://tumblinas.com/post/181121325Sun, 06 Sep 2009 08:24:33 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kpj2xyquQC1qz8hdwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>via <a href="http://images-0.redbubble.net/img/art/size:large/view:main/1766601-2-plainly-i-love-you.jpg">images-0.redbubble.net</a></p> <p>Plainly I love you by Adriana Glackin</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/180820770http://tumblinas.com/post/180820770Sat, 05 Sep 2009 22:29:58 -0400<embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://tumblinas.com/swf/audio_player.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/180811794/tumblr_kpj29t8gsv1qz8hdw&color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best"></embed><br/><br/><p>Adele Best for last. 1 of 2 songs that make me wish I could have an eternal sunshine of the spotless mind moment.</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/180811794http://tumblinas.com/post/180811794Sat, 05 Sep 2009 22:15:29 -0400“Better by far you should forget and smile than you should remember and be sad.”<br/><br/> - <em>Christina Rossetti</em>http://tumblinas.com/post/180804927http://tumblinas.com/post/180804927Sat, 05 Sep 2009 22:04:00 -0400<p>I’ve been ill</p> <p>Fortune smiled down on the feckless fuckwitt and before I had the chance to flex my kerb kicking leg, he was by my side, concern filling his green eyes, weary with worry instead of guilt, he shook off his disgrace and slipped into his hero costume and began to relax.</p> <p>I inhaled.</p> <p>The return of his confident smile annoyed me, It irritated me watching him slip back into the boyfriend role, erasing his idiocy with cooked meals, get well flowers and tender words of endearments.</p> <p>The thing is, he hadn’t realised what a good job he and she had made of completely gutting the peace out of my heart, leaving an empty space to nurture my humiliation and  to tend my defences.</p> <p>I asked him those questions about them, the ones he hoped my lips would never give birth to.</p> <p>Inside, I exhaled, and watched him deflate as my words chased the cocksure smile off his silly beautiful face.</p>http://tumblinas.com/post/180784978http://tumblinas.com/post/180784978Sat, 05 Sep 2009 21:31:00 -0400““I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile””<br/><br/> - <em>Unknown.</em>http://tumblinas.com/post/180756221http://tumblinas.com/post/180756221Sat, 05 Sep 2009 20:42:45 -0400“No need to worry, you’ll always be my only one.”<br/><br/> - <em>ayrayray</em>http://tumblinas.com/post/177531012http://tumblinas.com/post/177531012Tue, 01 Sep 2009 21:03:07 -0400“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.”<br/><br/> - <em>Anais Nin</em>http://tumblinas.com/post/172242372http://tumblinas.com/post/172242372Wed, 26 Aug 2009 13:17:55 -0400